Posted by: bluegatereview | April 8, 2024

Non-event (solar eclipse)

On the eleventh day of August
nineteenninetynine
after the frenzy of anticipation
in the news, in science class, in coffee rooms
the very last totality
of the twentieth century
presents itself at last

But we could not go to Cornwall
and in London – not so total
the sun is not blacked out or even dimmed
The neighborhood is buzzing:
out in the front gardens
we all hold up black bin liners to stare
at the advertised spectacular event
“The sun is just a little chewed”
the disappointed children say
They toss the bin liners aside
and go inside for more exciting ventures:
they build with lego, fight
over the last of the sun cookies
baked specially for the event
We were warned before, by scientists
and now we too have seen
the difference between
a partial eclipse and total
is  e v e r y t h i n g
The smiling last sun cookie, on the other hand
will not be all or nothing; it is shared

2000

Posted by: bluegatereview | February 22, 2023

Memento Mori

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Posted by: bluegatereview | November 1, 2022

It’s MY 9 lives

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Posted by: bluegatereview | September 25, 2022

Leap

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Posted by: bluegatereview | September 1, 2022

Four-foot harmony

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Posted by: bluegatereview | August 21, 2022

Mirror

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To live thus.

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 19, 2022

Heatwave

Desperate homemade AC.

Posted by: bluegatereview | June 16, 2022

A man in the hand

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Posted by: bluegatereview | May 24, 2022

Peace, in pieces

Conceived and created by Cat

Posted by: bluegatereview | May 7, 2022

Spring walk home

Captured by Cat
Posted by: bluegatereview | April 21, 2022

Encounters

All the encounters that never happen. Where should they go?

Posted by: bluegatereview | March 29, 2022

Peace

Please.

From Cat Bluegate, We used to think our gate sang like a swing (2020)

Posted by: bluegatereview | March 10, 2022

A sunflower for 2022

Conceived and created by Cat
Posted by: bluegatereview | February 16, 2022

Thinking-cyclone

Conceived and created by Cat

my thoughts
are swirling
round and
round
rudderless
ABUNDANT

Posted by: bluegatereview | January 23, 2022

Ahoy!

Conceived and created by Cat
Posted by: bluegatereview | January 1, 2022

Looking at you, 2022

Posted by: bluegatereview | December 31, 2021

Happy New Year

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 25, 2021

I’ve been trying to tell you

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 24, 2021

You were going to call

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 21, 2021

Driver

stopped at the red light
smoking a fat cigar
next to the tall skeleton
in the passenger seat
skull staring sternly ahead

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 13, 2021

Saxophone

On weekend mornings when he was growing up, his dad used to come in to his room and wake him
by playing the saxophone. Just because.

“That’s the kind of man he was.”

When he reminded his 94-year-old father of this last week, the old man opened his eyes and smiled
with that one tooth missing, and said “Ah, those were the days.

Those were the good days.”

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 8, 2021

Empty

nothing is as empty as a house that lost its pet
at breakfast in the morning
movement
in the corner of the eye
the habitual instincts register this 
as the cat, moving soundlessly as always
between the water fountain and the food
– it is, in the event
a butterfly
flitting about outside the kitchen patio doors
there is no cat food
no water fountain
no
cat

Posted by: bluegatereview | June 11, 2021

Wondering

Conceived and created by CAt
Posted by: bluegatereview | June 6, 2021

Happy Swedish National Day 🇸🇪

Posted by: bluegatereview | February 23, 2021

Fear

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | February 11, 2021

Disco

Circa 1980

Posted by: bluegatereview | January 2, 2021

2021

Posted by: bluegatereview | November 18, 2020

Prevail

Another grumble…

I don’t like sitting
in this boat
here I am
in this boat
sitting
waiting
in this darn boat
for prevailing conditions
to not
prevail

Posted by: bluegatereview | November 10, 2020

Normality

“Normality is a paved road: It’s comfortable to walk, but no flowers grow on it.” So said van Gogh in the 1800s, and set out on his unpaved road to paint the expressive sunflowers and vivid landscapes that we all love. Sure. Who wants to be safe and bored? Add a little esprit! But this is 2020. Year of the Ps – pandemic, PPE, PPP, partisanship, protests, provocations, political posturing, presidential election, power games, poverty, pain. A lot of pain. An unpaved road, certainly. Too many… flowers? Enough. Let us out, let us pave a road that’s smooth and comfortable to walk on for all. Don’t underestimate the thrill of normality and comfort, Vincent. We don’t care about the “flowers.”

Posted by: bluegatereview | November 4, 2020

Favorite line in film: Clockwise

“It’s not the despair… I can stand the despair. It’s the hope.”

(Mr Stimpson)

Posted by: bluegatereview | September 22, 2020

Bench

on the way to swimming practice after school
we hurried past the A-team
–ironically so named with most days spent on the bench-
hoping the aging scruffy-looking men would ignore us
sometimes they did
as kids we accepted theirs was a kind of life like many others unlike ours
sitting around all day a stone’s throw from the liquor store
loud and scornful against the averted world
what did their mothers dream for them when they were born
Kenneth, Crazy Lasse, Pekka
now swaying about with bottles, laughing joylessly
Koskenkorva down their throats like water

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 19, 2020

Toy phone

It doesn’t matter how mature, sophisticated or depressed you are.
When a two-year-old calls, you have to answer on the happy toy phone.

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 12, 2020

Pandemic arrangement

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Posted by: bluegatereview | August 9, 2020

Bushes

Bushes

I tried not to but I did.

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 4, 2020

Boots

 

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Posted by: bluegatereview | July 23, 2020

Wanderer

Many years ago there was an hit song called The Wanderer that was always being played on the radio. It was a rather sad song, but the music was catchy, albeit in minor key, and everybody loved it – even kids, despite the somber lyrics. When the teachers at a daycare suggested the children put on a show for the parents, they all decided to sing that song. They practiced for weeks in secret, and then the handmade colorful invitations for a Friday afternoon show went out, sent home in the children’s backpacks.

On performance day the parents arrived after work to find the whole group of four-year-olds standing outside the daycare entrance in the warm spring sun, all wearing black trash bags, with a solemn look on their faces. The teacher pressed play on the CD player and the intro began. Squinting in the sun, the children were overcome by the moment and could barely contain their deep feeling as they sang along out of tune at the top of their thin little voices:

“the wanderer has nowhere to go, when he has reached the EEEEEND

the bell tolls for a lonely soul, it has borrowed its voice from DEEEEEATH

does it wish us ill or well, as it counts out all our FAAAAATES”

When the song ended they all took an expectant deep bow before the parents, most proud of their achievement. There was a barely perceptible pause, and then the applause broke out. The parents put down their briefcases and bags, and clapped for all they were worth. The children ran up to them, saying “what did you think, what did you think, did you like it, what did you REALLY think?!” The applause never wanted to stop. There was not a dry eye to be seen. The show was deemed a great triumph for the daycare, which however failed to achieve such formidable success with future, more cheerful, performances.

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 11, 2020

Knull is coming

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Jamen äntligen.
Things are looking up at last…
(for Swedes)

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 9, 2020

Hearts over Stockholm

So I thought it was pretty cool to discover a heart in the trees (yesterday’s post). A day later I am outdone. Swedish media reported today that two aerobatics pilots flew hearts over Stockholm, spreading some cheer in coronavirus times. Now I too want hearts in the sky! Hearts in my trees and hearts in my sky!

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Photos from Swedish media

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 8, 2020

Heart

Carving a heart into a tree is one thing, but how about trees coming together to form and share one?

Posted by: bluegatereview | June 2, 2020

7 seconds

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Several decades ago I ran out to the record store to get my hands on this trilingual CD single. In May/June 2020, I stream the song. A beautiful piece, in 1994 and always. It’s been so long. But still, thank you.

“and when a child is born
into this world
it has no concept
of the tone of skin it’s living in”

Posted by: bluegatereview | May 10, 2020

Distance

The appropriate.

Distance

Posted by: bluegatereview | May 5, 2020

Spring 2020

Trapped inside, looking for the escape ladder.

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Posted by: bluegatereview | March 28, 2020

Anomaly

“This anomaly must stop,” declared the Greek poet Giorgos Seferis in a statement on March 28 1969, in which he denounced the military junta that then ruled Greece. Since seizing power in their 1967 coup, the Colonals had suppressed the Greek people with political punishments and detentions, torture and censorship. Mikis Theodorakis, whose music was banned during the dictatorship, had set a 1930s poem of Seferis’s to music. It was called “Denial” and became a song of resistance. It was a solemn anthem. At the same time there was a different song around, upbeat and triumphant. Kids, that weak link, loved the naughty words and couldn’t help but share the song with their friends at school. Alarmed teachers implored the parents to make the children stop singing the catchy chorus.

Posted by: bluegatereview | February 28, 2020

Break

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an act of separating oneself

Posted by: bluegatereview | January 13, 2020

Hospital scene

the doctor’s coat
unbuttoned
floated
down the corridor
sleeves flapping –
a death-butterfly
later, it chased
a stampede of frail
patients
armed with nets

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | December 6, 2019

Half-seen

What happened in that film, on TV years ago? A weeknight – I abandoned it and went to bed. It may have been James Stewart. He is an aircraft engineer travelling on a plane. He has just worked it all out, new revolutionary calculations: a plane will break apart after a certain number of hours in the air. Soon, soon—it’s about to happen on this particular flight! But of course no one will listen. Not the pilot, a smug idiot—the script must have killed him off later on as punishment. Not anyone. Fools, the lot of them. But there’s a young pretty air stewardess who seems quite spunky… So how did James Stewart prove his point? Was there a crash? Some obligatory casualties to join the punished pilot—disposable goody-goody characters, so decent and kind-hearted it would be horribly unfair that they should die? There are always noble-minded geniuses who know the appalling state of things. They claim their victims. In real life, of course, good people are never disposable.

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | November 26, 2019

Tan

We liked to sit in the sun and “work” on a tan. It made us feel young and attractive, and masked imperfections like cellulite, acne scars and a pale complexion. 

Decades on here we are, with our wrinkles, moles, cancers and surgery scars. The tan that gave us a healthy youthful glow now brings aging, illness, death.
Posted by: bluegatereview | November 14, 2019

Wrong

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Posted by: bluegatereview | October 9, 2019

Death

I think that when we die we will go to a place that looks like Richmond Park, except that the ponds will have joined together and formed a winding black and murky Styx to keep the park apart and safe from the living. Our death park will be idyllic, full of jumping deer and naked people, who will skip about while raising their arms in the air and chanting joyously. We won’t stand it. But the gates will be bolted so that no one can leave, or enter Death by mistake. Legends will be told about a few who hid in Charon’s boat and sneaked back to Life while dead newcomers were being admitted through the gates, though none of us will know anybody who managed such a feat. There will be a flower plantation where we will go to remember and honor our living. When Charon is not busy collecting newcomers from the other side, he will take us on daytrips on the river. If we are naughty and try to lean over and look for our missing reflection in the water, he will hit us over the ear with his oar. He must guard us closely so that we don’t fall into the river deep and drown. That would be terrible.

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | October 1, 2019

Misundersong: Message in a bottle by The Police

A year has passed since I broke my nose (wrote my note)

Hearing the words “broke my nose” when I heard the song for the first time, I thought it had to do with being drunk and disorderly – the singer breaking his nose either in a boozy fight, or stumbling and falling in a drunken stupor. The message obviously was that the bottle was bad for him. Its effects scared off his friends and made him lonely. And now he wanted to warn others of the dangers of drinking – he really hoped that someone would get the bottle’s message. It is possible I was having a pint or two at the time.

Posted by: bluegatereview | September 23, 2019

All the same (dream)

I am in some kind of educational situation. We are a group in a classroom waiting for our professor. Here he comes, walks straight over to me and hands over a pile of papers and a package. “Hold this for me,” he says, turns swiftly around and walks out of the room. I look down at the brown paper-wrapped package and notice it’s addressed to Herbie Hancock. Wow. I turn to my fellow students, approach them one by one, point at the label, saying “Look, I get that it’s not THAT Herbie Hancock, but it’s pretty awesome all the same!“ Nobody seems to get it. Nobody knows who Herbie Hancock is, and when I try to explain, nobody is the least bit interested or thinks it’s remotely awesome.

Posted by: bluegatereview | September 19, 2019

Now you can’t remember how often?

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I was prepared to give this guy a pass. I mean who hasn’t been young and naive, possibly mindlessly racist once or twice, before we knew anyone from the targeted ethnicity and realized what our behavior actually meant. But now he doesn’t know how often – how often! – he wore blackface? What’s up with that – was he plagued by some kind of affliction, like a tic?! Seek help, sir.
Posted by: bluegatereview | August 27, 2019

Reality

The children imagined so many crazy things. There were elves tiptoe-dancing in the bathroom at night, yellow roses growing on the moon, reaching into space. And when would the giant teddy bears outside the window squeeze in and hug us to their bosoms? We liked living in that reality. I miss that reality. It was a good reality.

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | August 9, 2019

Favorite line in film: The Adventures of Picasso

“Alice, be talkless!”

Says Gertrude Stein.

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 24, 2019

My boss brought me flowers

he said I had not made
one single mistake

he was impressed
with my professional skills

he said I possessed
an organized mind

how fast I worked
and how smoothly!

he said how pleased he was
to have employed me

I had to stay for always –
he could not manage without me

he said I was attractive too
in an unobvious sort of way

he tried to keep me
in my place

1980s

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 16, 2019

Annie get your cannon

Unbeknownst to most, she had played Space Invaders before. Low tech black and white – being the early eighties – with some primitive controls, on her brother’s home computer. Hours on end, shooting, shooting those cannons, blasting those aliens. One weekend, she travelled to the big city with a girlfriend. They went to the amusement park. At the arcade, two guys were playing Space Invaders. They invited the girls to join them: “Hold this, press here, have a go.” Fancy controls – being the arcade – and colorful displays. Easy! Shooting, shooting those cannons. “Hmm…” Her victory was obviously a fluke, said the young men – ah, those capricious cannons! They smiled in a manly manner, then let her play again. So much easier than at home! “Hmm…” And again. They couldn’t understand it. What are the odds? They said her luck was remarkable. A statistical anomaly. She kept blasting, blasting those aliens. The guys stared at each other. It was a freak thing. So LUCKY!

1980s

Posted by: bluegatereview | May 17, 2019

Dusk, and waiting for you

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Posted by: bluegatereview | April 12, 2019

Morning in the hospital café

the shrunken grey man weeps at the next table, into his steel wool overcoat
the ponytailed young man approaches, wipes his hands on the white apron
he should have ordered at the counter, he informs, that’s the way it works
he should have stood in line – what would he like?
the old man shakes his head, looks down in silence
the young man steps back behind the counter, soon returns
puts down a smoking cup and muffin, nods at the old man, touches his shoulder
“on me,” he says, picks up
some dirty dishes from another table
puts them on his tray, wipes down the table
waves to a smiling girl outside the window

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | February 28, 2019

Find it

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Posted by: bluegatereview | November 7, 2018

Tacos & chips

Posted by: bluegatereview | October 26, 2018

Inspector Morse reclining

after a long day he listens
to opera –
the wails of compressed lips and throats
expressing the essence of the deepest dreams:
passion, power
heroes taking command, heartbroken ladies
busomy mothers, wise men
cruel rulers and hideous monsters
Good
and Evil

tomorrow, Morse will make an arrest
the killer, the sadness
something led up to the deed
human fuzziness obscures the answer:
Good-ish
Evil-ish

but tonight, opera
crystal clear relief
the overweight middle-aged man with triple chins
sings the young hero’s part
take part in the game, accept his handsomeness
before he dies, he will sing louder than ever
– an answer, of sorts

 

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | October 19, 2018

In the hangar

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Posted by: bluegatereview | October 10, 2018

Boat in the bay

Boatinthebay

1990s

Posted by: bluegatereview | October 8, 2018

A sweep is as lucky as lucky can be

Posted by: bluegatereview | October 4, 2018

The choice for governor (election brochure)

This gentleman in pleasant color, who you see here in friendly conversation, spreading happiness to all.
Or that grumpy old guy in dreary black and white, who has shifty eyes and no friends, none.

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Posted by: bluegatereview | October 3, 2018

Villa Bougainvillea

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Posted by: bluegatereview | July 25, 2018

Wall by Cat Bluegate

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 25, 2018

Wall by Anna Maria Gull

Paintings each representing a word, based on Auguste Herbin’s Plastic Alphabet.

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 18, 2018

Art show, Welcome!

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Posted by: bluegatereview | July 17, 2018

Rise against the machines

Everything can be found on the internet, of course, including this magazine interview with an airline pilot, in which the following surely spellchecked sentence appears:

“We plan ahead to avoid weather, and we try to avoid the turbulence around storms. Often, changing the crew’s altitude will either eliminate or lessen turbulence.”

Ah, the endless comfort that can be drawn from that!

Posted by: bluegatereview | July 16, 2018

Glaskalas!

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Posted by: bluegatereview | June 27, 2018

The World Cup… Scream?

TheScream

Posted by: bluegatereview | June 10, 2018

Love and breathing

(from the notebook)

Love and belonging are repeating elements of life. Routine. Like breathing. You don’t get tired of breathing because you did it yesterday, over Christmas, last spring.

Posted by: bluegatereview | March 2, 2018

Winter of 1798 (found poem)

 

went for eggs into the Coombe

and to the bakers

a hail shower

brought home large burthens

of sticks

a starlight evening, the sky

closed in

and the ground

white with snow

before we went

to bed

 

Dorothy Wordsworth (Diary)

 

Posted by: bluegatereview | September 15, 2016

Pub poetry

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Posted by: bluegatereview | June 16, 2016

Spin the rainbow

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Posted by: bluegatereview | May 14, 2016

London, transport

Posted by: bluegatereview | May 4, 2016

Love shop

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“Did I flirt with you last year?”

“No – I’m usually with my HUSBAND.”

“Look – they did graffiti on my shop.”

“At least it was a good message.”

“Next year I will flirt with you for sure!”

Posted by: bluegatereview | September 25, 2015

It’s my rubbish, and I’ll purr if I want to

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Posted by: bluegatereview | August 1, 2011

Midsummer ruin


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Posted by: bluegatereview | July 6, 2011

Shy guy


Posted by: bluegatereview | June 13, 2011

Empire State… Chimney?

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Posted by: bluegatereview | June 11, 2011

Barfotabarn, 2000-tal (efter Ferlin)

Du har tappat ditt namn och din papperslapp
och sparkat av dig skorna
Så sitter du där på handläggarns trapp
i gråt över namnet som for

Vad var det för namn, var det långt eller kort,
var det hotat, föraktat, hedrat?
Tänk över ditt svar för snart kör vi dig bort
utan namn, utan skor, utan nåd

Posted by: bluegatereview | June 3, 2011

Corrugated


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Posted by: bluegatereview | May 20, 2011

Residential home, London

 “So when we go away for a couple of weeks in August, the landlord moves into the house. It’s all right. It’s not like we have the closets stuffed with sex toys.”

Posted by: bluegatereview | May 17, 2011

Laundry mortis

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Posted by: bluegatereview | April 21, 2011

Cliquey beaks


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